I think we have a choice everyday to believe the things we know to be true. For instance I have to remind myself always that me not knowing what is coming is not necessarily the worst thing. I think its scary knowing that life is coming at a hundred miles an hour and we have to somehow figure out where we fit inside this mess.
I want to be successful.
I want to love my job.
I want to marry my best friend.
I want to know what’s ahead right this moment.
I want to believe that its not my job to worry about this.
We have so many wants and frankly it exhaust me. I’m just so sick of not being content or understanding of where I am. God put me here and I need to just accept that. God has always given me so much love in my life and I need to accept that and love that. I’m terrible at this game. Still lots of learning to do.